Have you ever wanted to disappear? Maybe to see what people would do if you did or really what they wouldn’t do, or just to breathe for a while? Not really to go somewhere else but just to watch everything around you without participating. I think everyone feels that way and wants that at some point, that’s natural, but lately it’s the only thing I’ve wanted and I can’t seem to make the feeling go away.
So I am currently at a party with a bunch of people, I happen to be rather drunk, and I am sitting on a porch totally one. This moment has made me realize that I am truly happy right now. With where things are in my life, I am actually okay. I am content with how things are going and I am content with entirely going with the flow. Come what may, and I will embrace what comes.